Saturday, July 13, 2013

she; the last part .


she let him go , as she removed the grains of sand in her grasp at the beach last week. 
mild south wind carried it off , she don't know which way. 
maybe it's enough , maybe it is time to stop. 
not because she is giving in , not because she is tired. 
it is time to stop because it is simply enough. just enough.
there are no boundaries and there are never a word spoken. 
no statement and no recognition. 
but she know that he will never be sure. 
he also know that she will never be enough. 
then , this delusion has come to an end. yeah it should.
but she will be there no matter what until undefined time .
undefined ?
yes cause she won't say "always" or "forever" .
she knew that there are times for everything.
the words such  always and forever doesn't even exist in her world.
it doesn't mean that she's waiting or hoping or expecting or else.
she just want to be there , as simple as that .
and for the last part ,
she won't looking for any other who's better .
she don't think that there's anyone better .
she don't need someone who's better .
she don't need anything .
she is fine and she is over there .




Wednesday, July 10, 2013

clueless .

do you ever feel like you're clueless about everything ? 
like you can't see which path that you step on and everything's seem so blur . 
you don't know , you just don't know . 
no explanation , no clue , no word , nothing . 
and also there's no hope . 
simply because you're afraid to dream . 
cause you realize that you've had already hang  too much wish on the wishing stars and you afraid that they won't listen any longer cause your every wish is exactly the same .
 but still , they won't listen , they never does . 
that's why you always ask the same thing on your wish .

you don't know where you stand .
you don't know where to go or how life would lead you . 
you don't know what to do for now , tomorrow , or later . 
you don't know how to react .
you don't know how to feel and how it feels . 
you don't know whether you're happy or sad or even worse .
you don't know is it fine or not .

you're just clueless .
what would you do ? 






Monday, July 1, 2013

bodoh


Bagaimana bila menjadi bodoh itu adalah sebuah pilihan yang kamu pilih?

Sama seperti ketika kamu tahu betul bahwa mawar itu berduri namun kamu tetap memetiknya. tangan mu terluka, tapi kamu suka mawar. Kamu hanya mau mawar, bukan bunga lain tak peduli seberapa menariknya bunga lavender, amaryllis, atau ribuan bunga lainnya. Kamu juga tahu betul mawar itu biasa saja. Semua orang selalu beli mawar, semua orang tahu mawar. Apa lebihnya mawar? Populer?  atau lebih tepatnya pasaran? Tapi sekali lagi kamu hanya suka mawar entah untuk alasan apapun  itu. Kamu  suka. Titik.  Apa itu bodoh? Bodoh karena tahu tangan mu akan terluka namun tetap kamu petik? Bodoh karena kamu suka mawar dengan segala kekurangannya tanpa alasan? Atau bodoh karena keduanya?

Tapi pada akhirnya kamu tetap memilih untuk menjadi bodoh. Apa itu salah?